Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Finals Week! Run Screaming!!

Ah, the excitement and pandemonium of Finals Week. The syllabus for my psychology class wasn't very clear about the 10-page paper due at the end of the semester, so I thought that my final project would be a detailed analysis of my bouts of depression over the years. The teacher informed me that, no no, she expects this to be a research paper, with sources and shit. So I have to spin that gold out of yarn today, as well as prepare for the 100-question final exam. Then Thursday is the finals for media class and physical science class. Because I got an A on my last physical science test and I've done all the homework, there's a chance I can sneak an A out of that class if I perform on the final. The other two classes are virtual guaranteed As. Wow, it's all coming together. With only one more class left until I get my A.A., I can actually see a finish line. But in typical self-deprecating fashion, my gut reaction is to dismiss it all and claim that I haven't done anything yet, lest I start to feel satisfied. I still insist that I'm not walking across the stage for my A.A. I feel that's like taking public bows for finishing my sophomore year of high school. I won't do it. But I am proud of what I've done thus far. Psych class didn't quite teach me why I feel the need to shit all over things that I do, but hey, that's part of my "charm." Well, off to work. Wish me luck.

2 comments:

GrizzBabe said...

Psych class didn't quite teach me why I feel the need to shit all over things that I do,...

I can tell you that. For free. But I'll take donations.

James B. said...

School sucks. And I admire any adult who has the wherewithal to go to class and see it through.

As for the shittin' all over things, I once had a buddy of mine who is a shrink say that most of us do this as a form of self-sabotage 'cause we see our potential success and the responsibility that comes with that potential overwhelms us. So when we get to the brink of success, we subconsciously shoot ourselves in the foot to stall progress.